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All right. So, you agree that this call is recorded and you don't have a problem with it while we're talking?0:05
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Well, you know, I'm I'm calling to provide you some support.0:09
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Yes. So, as long as everything I say is is okay that it's recorded.0:16
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So, if you if you have a if you feel a need to record this, you know, I'm I would not ask you not to if you felt a need to.0:24
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Perfect. As long as you're not uncomfortable with this. There's no because there's no legally I have to ask you if you're calling to check on me. I0:32
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mean, we're not talking about anything illegal, are we? That you know, can't be talked about.0:40
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Well, I mean, not from my understanding. So, this phone call is fine to record. Correct.0:49
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Yeah, I I hear you keep asking me that.0:51
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Like, I'm I'm good with you recording it if you feel a need to do so. All right, perfect. Yeah.0:58
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So, I sent a letter to the White House. Yeah.1:02
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Yes. Isn't that awesome? Did you get to read it?1:07
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Yeah, I got to I got to read the content of it, you know, just due to the um some of the content within it. Um we were1:15
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asked to reach out to you and check in with you.1:18
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Awesome. So, the Commonwealth Care Health Fraud Scheme in Massachusetts, I put it to the test. So, my cousin1:25
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committed suicide on uh St. Patrick's Day. His wife has cancer and he was super stressed out. He's got kids in high school. He's got a 10-year-old1:33
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daughter. And you guys have just completely [ __ ] our nation and ignored all of the citizens health and safety1:41
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and well-being. Our government is [ __ ] us left and right. So, I just used Elon Musk's Grock. Since I'm on1:49
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disability, I figured, you know, I'll use the money that the government's giving me to help the nation. And I just1:56
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tracked corruption across New England and New York. Yeah.2:01
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And I've proven why I can't see a therapist right now. Commonwealth Care says I have to see a therapist that's on their plan so they can pay them less.2:12
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And then I'm like, well, what the [ __ ] is that? Who the [ __ ] says that to me?2:17
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You're never going to let me talk to a therapist. You're going to force me to see a [ __ ] therapist that you're going to pay less.2:24
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You're going to pay these people [ __ ] less. You're going to overwork them. And you're going to tell me this. Hey, go see these therapists over there cuz we can pay them less and treat them like2:33
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[ __ ] [ __ ] that. And I found out exactly where all the money's going cuz I filed reports against disabled individuals. My2:41
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ex-girlfriend's autistic son, he's been denied medical care, too. I'm like, "Well, what the [ __ ] is this [ __ ] United States government people that2:49
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can't speak? He can't speak cuz he has autism and you [ __ ] [ __ ] deny him medical attention, you pieces of [ __ ]2:56
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[ __ ] And then you allow him to be abused in Massachusetts group homes." And then I'm like, "Well, what the [ __ ]3:03
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is going on with this [ __ ] [ __ ] shit?" And it's a real estate [ __ ] fraud scheme. These companies pay rent3:09
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for [ __ ] ever. But the state lied to us and said that these companies buy the homes. And then these kids inside the3:16
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homes, they'll get snap food benefits, too. But then they're they'll feed them3:21
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[ __ ] hot dogs and pasta every [ __ ]3:23
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day. What the [ __ ] is that? Where is the money going? Oh, that's right. The companies are responsible. They get to keep the money for themselves.3:32
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You guys have got the biggest [ __ ] racket going. And I just posted it online. I'm taking you [ __ ] down. I've got the biggest [ __ ] mouth3:40
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in the entire [ __ ] world. I want you to send somebody to my [ __ ] house.3:45
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Since the White House is aware of what the [ __ ] is going on, I'm sharing this audio. You guys are [ __ ] Elon Musk is always in the news being a piece of3:54
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[ __ ] [ __ ] liar. I've tracked how he and Trump are [ __ ] the United States together. You guys are [ __ ] lying about everything. What the [ __ ] is this?4:02
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How is this even [ __ ] possible that you're allowing this to go on?4:06
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I tried to call the FBI because some police officers withheld some body cam footage and then I found out they withheld it because I was talking about4:15
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the abuse going on in Massachusetts group homes and this [ __ ] insurance fraud scheme and the lawyers don't want to talk about it. So the district4:24
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attorney's office made that body cam footage disappear.4:28
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But then I kept investigating because I'm like, "Wait, these vehicles had dash cam and invehicle recording systems, too." And oh, magically some of that4:37
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audio and video popped up. How the [ __ ] is that possible? Because somebody's covering up [ __ ] crimes. That's4:44
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[ __ ] [ __ ] That's [ __ ]4:46
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illegal. And I'm not going to shut the [ __ ] up. And no one's ever going to tell me to ignore [ __ ] disabled people being abused. When I see citizens4:53
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getting [ __ ] [ __ ] that. I was raised and told by the [ __ ] United States government, when I see a [ __ ]5:00
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problem, say something. And now you [ __ ] are ignoring it and you know what the [ __ ] I'm talking about,5:07
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don't you? Because you see it in the [ __ ] news. Am I wrong?5:13
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We're the greatest [ __ ] nation on the [ __ ] planet and all of a sudden we're Oh, Iran might have a cyber attack. That's [ __ ] [ __ ] You're lying.5:22
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It's all a [ __ ] scam. And I can prove it. It's all lined up. I've already predicted all this [ __ ] [ __ ] And somebody tried to [ __ ] kill me.5:32
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Somebody tried to [ __ ] kill me. April 4th, a mentally disturbed person ran out of the [ __ ] woods with some kind of weapon saying he kills [ __ ] ass white5:41
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people and then attacked me. And I almost had to kill him to defend my [ __ ] self.5:47
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What the [ __ ] is that? And I can't see a therapist now to talk about that. And the Springfield Hampton County District Attorney's Office won't [ __ ] talk to5:55
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me, but they're representing me. What the [ __ ] is that? because I caught them tampering with evidence and now they don't want to address it. How the [ __ ]6:04
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is that possible that I caught a district attorney's office altering evidence and no one will investigate this?6:11
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Can you explain that to me?6:16
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Yeah. I really wish that I can't because you're a mental health professional and you can't do [ __ ] I6:23
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tried to talk about this with my last therapist. And I gave him anxiety attacks because he's like, "Jesus Christ, you call all these government agencies and nobody can [ __ ] help." I6:32
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made him aware of the fact that if there's a problem, we're [ __ ] because no one will help. You're all trying to cover it up. I've tracked all these6:39
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union [ __ ] donations, dude. This whole [ __ ] system. And you guys are purposely acting stupid as [ __ ] This is6:48
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ridiculous. And I'm not going to stand for it. I'm an American citizen. This is the greatest [ __ ] country on earth.6:55
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We're supposed to fight for our [ __ ] rights. And I'm going to fight for our rights no matter [ __ ] what? You know I'm right. You know what they're doing7:03
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is wrong. And I'm not going to shut the [ __ ] up.7:08
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Do you still think I need help or do you think the American people need my help?7:14
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Yeah, it's one or the other. I I I think that I wanted to check in with you and, you know, make sure that you're7:23
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heard, make sure that you have some support here through all this.7:30
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I want to talk to someone in charge. Who is your supervisor? Someone that can do something. Cuz I don't want them throwing you under the bus. I don't know7:39
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what your position is, but I want someone in a position of power.7:43
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That's why I wrote the United States government. And I wrote the president knowing. I'm like, "Fuck this. I've got the evidence." And I purposely didn't write all the evidence. I'm one of those7:51
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guys that, "Hey, there's a problem. Can you look at this?" "Oh, there's no problem." And then I'll let you know that it's absolutely [ __ ] huge. I've been keeping track. I'm not stupid.8:01
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I wouldn't have done that if I hadn't crossed my tees and dotted my eyes.8:06
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Yeah. So, Ricky, let me let me ask you this. Um, do you know why the the White House8:14
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sent, you know, your your letter our way?8:17
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Because like we're because we're the crisis hotline.8:19
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You're gonna ignore everything that's going on in the nation. This is hilar.8:23
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It's about to get worse because I just I just posted more stuff online.8:28
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I Yeah, this is even better. Do you like AI at all? Artificial intelligence.8:37
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It's a AI is complicated. I'm very It's not complicated. Come on. This like Do you like a Do you ever use it? Could you use it? Ricky.8:46
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Ricky. Yes.8:47
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Ricky, bear in mind I'm I'm a person trying to have a conversation with you.8:50
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Yes. And I want you to look at something else because my AI says that I have too much information and people don't understand what I'm talking about. So, I tried to break it simple for people.9:03
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I documented it all online. I created the ultimate world financial map.9:09
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So you can see why I can't see a therapist right now. Don't give me your [ __ ] [ __ ] right now. You're you're [ __ ] pathetic when you're like, "Oh, I'm trying to help you. I'm trying to9:17
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help you." All right. So, I want to talk to the therapist that I was seeing last time. I can't.9:22
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Yeah, I can't. So, you're just telling me I'm [ __ ] And I'm not telling my whole [ __ ] life story to a new therapist.9:28
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I'm sick of this [ __ ] I told it to the last guy and he's a [ __ ] spineless [ __ ] I just had a conversation with him the other day and he's all my9:37
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neighbors think I'm right, which is even worse. Why would my my neighbors think that our fellow neighbor who's a therapist is a whiny little [ __ ] and won't stand up for what's right?9:47
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Right. That's terrible.9:49
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So So Rick Ricky, your your note was sent our way because you mentioned having tried to kill yourself previously.9:57
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Yes. Oh my gosh. Ready? You you're you're a mental health professional. So back in 2004 2005 I was undiagnosed. I10:07
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had undiagnosed hypothyroidism but doctors loved pumping me full of psych meds and I tried to kill myself three10:14
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times. But during uh one of those times in 2005 there was a positive hit for hypothyroidism and I was not alerted.10:23
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Then again, 2015 and 16, after catching the Hampton County District Attorney's Office, altering evidence, I started10:31
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having these mental health issues and telling my doctors like, "Something's really wrong with me." And once again, I was prescribed mental health medication,10:39
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all kinds of crazy [ __ ] for bipolar and depression.10:44
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Then I tried to kill myself three more times. But in the meantime, I asked a a second doctor to check my thyroid. And10:52
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it turns out, ah, I do have hyperyroidism. But none of the doctors while I was in the psych word even bothered to try to address that. Then I was coerced into pleading guilty.11:01
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Somebody pointed a gun to my head outside my lawyer's office and took some stupid files from me after I got out of the psych ward. And then less than two weeks later, they had me plead guilty.11:12
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And they did not give me a competency evaluation. Those scumbag [ __ ] And I told everybody and called and11:18
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tried to report it and whatever. And then I met this woman, Beth, and her son, Stefan. And the Massachusetts11:27
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abused the [ __ ] out of him in these group homes. I watched it for years.11:31
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And then my hyperyroidism, I didn't know it, started acting up again in 2021. And I turned into a coward when my11:38
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hyperyroidism acts up. And I told her I don't want to help her fight the state anymore. It's too much. I can't take it.11:43
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And I ran off. And then she called the cops and said I hit her, which was the greatest thing. That was the greatest thing that could have ever happened to11:51
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me because that court case I absolutely [ __ ] destroyed the Commonwealth. I started emailing my lawyers, keeping track of everything and they covered up12:00
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all these crimes. All of these lawyers lied to me and I have it all documented cuz I'm sick of this [ __ ] If you don't12:07
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write [ __ ] down, it didn't happen. Just like this [ __ ] phone call right now.12:11
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Did Ricky swear like a [ __ ] [ __ ] on this phone call? Hell yeah, he [ __ ] did. How do you know that?12:16
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Because it's recorded. Because there's proof. If it's not recorded, there's no proof.12:21
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If it's not written down, there's no proof. All this [ __ ] kept happening. So, I have to start [ __ ] documenting it all. And then my [ __ ] cousin killed12:28
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himself. And I'm like, "What the [ __ ] My cousin killed himself. Didn't leave a note. I love my cousin. He's an amazing12:36
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[ __ ] awesome person. And he needed help. And you [ __ ] turned your [ __ ] backs on him." So then I made a video. I'm like, "You know what? I bet you these [ __ ] won't help me.12:45
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So, I made a video and told the insurance company, "If you don't let me see my therapist, I'm gonna cut myself." I made the video and I cut myself with a12:52
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pair of [ __ ] scissors. And no one came to my house. No one.12:58
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And then I called the therapist. Not therapist. I called the insurance company like a week or two later bitching and moaning. I'm like, "I want to see a therapist." And then they13:06
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called 911 and had police show up at my house. And then I had a long conversation with those police officers and they're like, "We don't understand what's wrong with the insurance13:14
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company." And they're having a problem with their union and their insurance.13:18
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And then I looked into it, too, and this is all [ __ ] connected. You're stealing money from [ __ ] them. You're stealing money from us. This is13:25
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absolutely [ __ ] ridiculous. And then you're calling me now like, "Oh, well, you know, you cut yourself like two months ago, so we want to make sure13:32
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you're all set now." It's almost like you're trying to make sure that like, oh, I hope he kills himself so he doesn't keep [ __ ] talking because if I keep talking,13:41
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people are going to prison. President Trump is going to prison. Do you know that? I've got the proof. He's got the best lawyers on earth. Uh, no he [ __ ]13:50
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doesn't because I'm going to deal with him the same [ __ ] way I dealt with the Worcester County District Attorney's Office. 100% transparent and in the13:59
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public [ __ ] view. Nothing I say to anyone ever to [ __ ] again is going to be private. I'm never talking to anybody behind closed [ __ ] doors.14:07
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Everything's going to be recorded and shared with the public so everyone understands what the problems are and how we can fix them.14:17
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Yeah. Yeah.14:18
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How do you deal with that? You can't deal with people like me who only want to talk about the truth and don't want to ignore my problems. The only way I'm14:26
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going to solve any problems is to fix them.14:30
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Every time I see a problem, I address it. I don't whine and cry. I love solving problems. I love it. And you14:37
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guys gave me the biggest [ __ ] problem on the planet.14:42
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Um Oh, I didn't. You know, I know that I didn't. Um, dude, you set my [ __ ] hero complex off the charts. My hero complex. Dude, I grew up in the [ __ ] 80s. I love G.I.14:54
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Joe. I'm staring at [ __ ] toys right now. Optimus Prime has [ __ ] snake eyes sitting on his shoulder. His chest is wide the [ __ ] open with the Matrix15:02
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showing. And you're telling me you What's Ricky thinking? I'm thinking I'm going to stop the United States from [ __ ] every citizen. I grew up15:09
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believing that I can make a difference and I can help people and I'm going to help everyone I can. I'm on disability sitting around doing nothing every [ __ ] day.15:22
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Ricky, we need this kind of advocacy.15:24
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Look, I'm going to keep fighting no matter what for everyone's rights. Every time I talk to people, I talked to a woman at the post office has two15:32
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autistic kids and she told me about the problems she's having with the state. Do you know how much ma and I've had 1515:39
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different AI do the math? So, I get $1,200 a month for disability.15:45
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Commonwealth Care because of the payments they get through Medicaid and Mass or uh Medicare get $3,800 a month15:53
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per person plus the SNAP food benefits. And that math has been double and triple checked16:00
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and quadruple checked because I'm like, I'm not going to put this [ __ ] [ __ ] online if it's wrong.16:07
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You're getting like five grand a [ __ ] person for disabled people. That's why we're like billions of dollars of debt every year.16:15
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All these phony cryptocurrency [ __ ] I [ __ ] tracked that, too. It's all [ __ ] fake. It's not based off any material value and the government16:24
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doesn't back it. So, it's being used to [ __ ] American citizens. That's illegal.16:32
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I've been brushing up on American laws.16:37
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I've got the greatest case. My everyone tells me I've got the greatest case the world has ever seen and you guys are [ __ ] when it reaches the news and16:45
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everyone's purposely ignoring it. All these news agencies are owned by the same people. That's why no one wants to talk about this.16:54
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Yeah.16:55
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So, what do you do if there's a problem and everyone you tell says, "Nah, just ignore it. I can't help you." Do you keep fighting or do you ignore it?17:07
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Ricky, I would always encourage someone to keep fighting in a circumstance like this.17:12
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So, thank you. I mean, I'm not going to hurt myself. I mean, I might I might cut myself in front of other people just to prove a point. Like, look what the17:19
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insurance company's done. I haven't seen a therapist since February.17:24
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And my family's pissed at me. My own family thinks, "Oh, you should just give up the fight. Just give it up." Like, give up what? Give up fighting for you.17:31
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Like, you matter. I don't even know who you are on the phone, but I'm going to fight for your rights no matter what. I don't [ __ ] care if I find out somebody's doing something that violates17:39
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your rights. I'm going to run my mouth until there's no tomorrow. You deserve the best no matter what.17:48
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And we live in the greatest country on earth. So there's no reason that you can't have the best, especially if I'm trying to help you get it.17:56
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Yeah. Yeah. So I don't know. Thank you.18:02
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Well, let's talk about that piece about about hurting yourself. So, the the thing is, you know, for an especially18:11
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for someone advocating for others, yeah, as as we continue onward, we need to18:18
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ensure people are safe through it. Are are you having any thoughts of suicide today?18:23
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Forgive if that sounds not meant to be a condescending question at all.18:28
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If I kill myself, if I kill myself, I can't fight for your rights. If I scratch myself, then it just looks stupid. Oh my god, he18:37
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scratched himself again. Oh, he cost, you know, it cost like a couple hundred bucks for these local stupid uh18:44
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minute clinics. And, you know, it would cost me 1,500 or $2,000 if I went to the emergency room for a major hospital, but then that money goes to those major corporations.18:55
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I'm like, man, like I can't make a point doing anything. I've got people encouraging me to throw a brick through the federal building in Springfield.19:03
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They want me to throw a brick through the window so I can go to trial to prove that you guys have denied me a therapist. Well, why would Ricky do19:12
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something like that? Why would you throw a brick through a window? Well, you guys let my cousin kill himself.19:18
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I don't know what's worse. So, I I think I'd rather see a whole bunch of broken windows and have my cousin back then than I don't give a [ __ ] about anybody's [ __ ] windows.19:28
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We can replace windows. I'll help people replace windows, but we can't replace people. I love people. And it breaks my heart just thinking about it every time.19:37
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You know, I just met a neighbor up the street named Kenny. I'm like, what the [ __ ] And I want to be reminded of my cousin every time I talk to this guy.19:45
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Like I don't want to almost [ __ ] cry every time I see this guy because I miss my cousin. Yeah.19:54
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I feel like I'm totally rational and I feel like when I cut myself a month or two months ago, I was making a very serious point like look, you let me do20:03
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that and you didn't come help me. No wonder my cousin killed himself. He felt trapped and alone. He felt lost. And that's what the United States government20:11
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has done to people. And this is horrible. Yeah. Yeah.20:19
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Ricky, I I'm really glad for the chance to to talk to you as all this goes on.20:26
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Um, since this isn't going to end, I don't want to waste your day and you're probably going to have to call me20:34
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back, but I would love to talk to you again about this because I don't feel like this conversation has ended here, but I don't think we're going to get any further today.20:43
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I, you know, Ricky, I wish that I I wish that there was something different than20:50
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than than that. Um, I, you know, looking at the current circumstances, looking at things as they are.20:59
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I'm a realist. I I I feel you on that. I'm a realist.21:03
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I'm I'm a I I work to be really realistic as we continue to confront all the challenges that we're confronting. I mean, so21:12
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I know for our particular um21:19
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you know that it's it's such a tricky situation. We're we're trying to keep systems of help alive under um21:27
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No, you're not. Or you know what? You're being lied to. You don't know what's going on every time. Let's say you have a problem with your car and you go to21:35
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your mechanic and he tells you, "Oh, it's 500 bucks again. 500 bucks again." And then you learn to be a mechanic yourself and realize he's been lying to you the whole time that he's21:43
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intentionally been causing these problems that keep occurring. Yeah. I want the best for my neighbors.21:50
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If you knew I think if you knew more about me, um I I think you would probably see pretty clearly that I see the truth in all this, too.22:01
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But you're in a between a rock and a hard place like everyone else. It's like, can you help me do this? And you can't. there's nothing you can do at the22:09
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moment, but you can pass this on to your manager and be like, hey, this guy is serious. And I've told other people, I don't want to talk to them anymore. And22:17
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it made it it helped pass things up the line. It's not cuz I think you're a bad person and I don't like talking to you, but it's just like, oh, I can't talk to you anymore. I need a manager.22:28
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You know what I mean?22:29
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Just to make sure that because now that I've got attention, why would I stop? You know, squeaky wheel gets the grease.22:37
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If I don't call and complain, hey, there's a pothole in the street. And then cars drive by and they're they get their tires blown out. That's my fault.22:46
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I could have prevented all of that. And I want to prevent any more damage. And I know I can. And I know how to fix it22:54
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all. I've got a lot of free time. I didn't just think of, "Oh, gez, look at all these problems." No, I know how to fix all of our problems, too.23:04
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You know, I'm a problem solver. I'm not just a problem pointer outer. I'm not going to be like, "Hey, I got a problem.23:09
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I need you to fix it." You know, I I see this problem and I need people to help me fix it. We can fix this together.23:17
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I know that in my heart every day. I I believe it. There's there's I know it. It's not that I believe it. I know it.23:25
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The only way things are going to change is if we stand together and we make them change. Yeah.23:33
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And I'm trying as hard as I can to make that happen. And people are depressed. People feel broken and lost.23:41
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But when people talk to me, they feel inspired. And I want to keep pumping people up. I'm not going to tell them it's over. Oh, you know, there's all23:48
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this terrible stuff. Like, no, man. We can make a difference together.23:52
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And so what? Yeah, I did cut myself because I love America. I love my family. And I would cut myself again if you told me right now someone's going to24:01
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hurt me. But you got to cut yourself to stop it. [ __ ] yeah I would.24:06
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It didn't even hurt when I cut myself. I went and got blood 4 days later and that pinch from the needle hurt worse than when I pinched myself and cut myself24:14
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with those stupid scissors. I couldn't believe it.24:19
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I'm like I found the perfect way to give a message. I'm like this is the worst idea. Like I don't want to tell other people that you could just cut yourself.24:25
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It doesn't hurt. and to send this kind of message to the world like, "Oh, we'll just hurt ourselves if you're going to hurt us." I mean, what difference does it make?24:35
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You know, I'm scrging by. You know, right now I'm like three grand in debt from trying to to gather all this24:42
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information and pay for food and my dog just had to have it's $800 at the vet because she hurt her neck. And I love my24:50
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little puppy no matter what. And this is another thing that made me want to fight like an animal, too. Oh, I screamed the other day. I haven't screamed in years.24:58
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I screamed so loud, but my dog was whimpering and I couldn't take her to all the vets are closed in the area and25:06
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she had to wait 24 hours. And even my nephew is like, "Oh my god, it sounds so distressing to hear her whimpering and25:14
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yipping in pain." And she's a 10- pound Pomeranian.25:18
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You know, I'm a 6' 190 pound guy. So, it's like, you know, I love my little dog. She's my little baby.25:24
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and when she's suffering and forced to be in pain because Massachusetts has made it so people aren't going to vet25:31
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school. I even talked to the the TJ O' Conor pet adoption center up the street.25:37
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I'm like, what's going on? Like, oh yeah, the state's just making it too hard for people. You know, only rich people can go to school. So, Americans25:45
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love animals. Dogs are man's best friend. I got my little Harley. She is my baby. The day I got out of the25:54
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[ __ ] psych ward, January 25th, 2016, I did not want a dog. But my ex-wife at26:01
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the time we were married, it's like, "Oh, you know, we should get you a dog.26:04
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I think that'd be great." And my father's like, "No." Cuz we lived in a two family next door to my father. He lived on one side, we lived on the other. He's like, "No [ __ ] animals."26:12
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And while I was sick in the hospital, my ex-wife talked me into it. And when I left the hospital, I picked this dog up and then had to go explain to my father26:20
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how I went against his rules and got a stupid dog because the doctor said it would be a good idea cuz that's what my26:28
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wife told me to say. And now I love this little thing like it's my own child. She was there for me when no other human26:35
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was. You know, a guy put his gun to a gun to my forehead and my family's like, "Yeah, whatever. Just ignore it." I had to plead guilty to a forgery charge I26:44
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didn't commit because I caught the commonwealth the Ham County District Attorney's Office tampering with evidence and altering evidence and they took advantage of me while I was sick.26:53
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And it makes me wonder how many other people out there have been totally screwed over when they were sick and they knew I was sick too and I've got27:01
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the court transcripts to prove it which is sick. Why was I never given a competency hearing or evaluation during27:08
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the 2014 to 2016 issues? But then with I had this court case in 2021 that they27:15
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dragged out to 2025, they tried to get me to take two competency evaluations. I took the first27:23
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competency evaluation, called my lawyers, a bunch of liars to the evaluator and said that something [ __ ] fish is going on. And then they27:30
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tried to force me to take a second evaluation when I decided to represent myself. And then I started mouthing off and during court hearings because I'm like, "Something's [ __ ] going on.27:39
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Somebody's lying in here. They're all lying." And these judges just sat there [ __ ] slack jawed. I'm like, "What the [ __ ] is this?" And then I got one judge that tried to get me to take the second27:47
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competency evaluation. I'm like, "You know what? Fine. I'll take it." But I'm recording this one and putting it online. And then all of a sudden, everyone's quiet. Like, oh, you know,27:55
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maybe you don't need to take this evaluation anymore.27:59
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What the [ __ ] is that? If you thought I needed an evaluation a second time and all of a sudden I want to record it and now there's a problem. Like, did I need that evaluation in the first place?28:12
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Right?28:13
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Like, you're using the laws against me trying to pretend you care about my health and well-being while at the same time covering up the abuse of disabled28:21
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people and all these other financial crimes. That's illegal. Yeah. Yeah.28:30
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Ricky, this is that's a long conversation. I've been through a lot.28:37
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I mean, it's exhausting and it's it sounds like it's been exhausting and galvanizing both.28:45
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I feel like a superhero. I feel like I'm going to make a difference.28:48
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You guys have pumped me up so much and I survived so much that I feel like I can face anything alone.28:56
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Yeah. Like if if there's 50 people attacking you, I would jump in because I feel like I could make it the biggest difference in the world.29:05
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Maybe I couldn't, but I feel like I could. I wouldn't let you go down alone.29:12
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You know, appreciate that.29:14
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Like I don't want to change the way I think. You know, every time I think of something bad, I always end it with something positive like, "Oh, this, you know, the car broke down, but you know what? We fixed it together and had fun.29:24
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You know, we learned something." There's always something positive you can learn from every situation, even if the situation sucks.29:32
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Yeah, I feel that. I feel that totally.29:37
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I mean, uh, just Ricky, I'm I'm grateful that I'm grateful that you're able to see things from that perspective. Um, even through29:45
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just a cascade of darkness that has that has flowed through everything.29:54
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Okay. I hope you're on my side and I hope you're thinking of ways to help like get my situation attention because once I get30:01
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my mouth out there, I'm going to have America pumped up. America's going to feel like there's hope again. You know,30:08
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that big bill is a joke. I looked all that's all fake. I found out how it's screwing people. I backtracked everything to 1999 financially.30:20
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I'm not going to give up on America no matter what. I love you guys. I love my neighbors. I've heard kids screaming in the neighborhood for the first time in a30:28
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couple years. Like, my neighborhood's been quiet and I live in a residential neighborhood. Like, where are all the kids having fun? Why are they hiding inside? But they're finally coming outside.30:39
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Like, 2025's the year.30:44
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Yeah. Yeah. Well, Ricky, I mean, it's I I hear you. I just I hear you.30:54
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Yeah. I don't I don't know what else you can say. I don't know what your job requires you to say. I mean, we can end this conversation now and then you can hopefully get a manager to call me and31:02
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maybe we can move this up on the line because there's got to be somebody in charge, some health in all this stuff with Kennedy is fake, too.31:10
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I can prove that because just by looking into stuff, people don't dig deep enough into anything anymore. What happened to like investigative journalists?31:22
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Especially Superman's coming out.31:24
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Doesn't Superman come out today? Lois Lane's like the greatest journalist on earth. I'm like the female lois lane.31:32
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So Ricky, there's like so much I can say in response to this that31:41
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I I hope you can I hope you can hear what I'm saying and31:48
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hear the message in it that I hear you on many different levels here.31:56
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Um, and There's a lot of advocacy happening32:06
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that I think well I'm not sure all the always the different branches of it are talking to each other because we don't feel like we can.32:13
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No, you know why? All right. So, I'm straight as hell and a lot of times everyone thinks I'm gay. I've got a lot32:21
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of gay friends and yeah, I kissed one of them once and I've let him tie me up and take pictures for his website because he makes money that way. But whatever, I32:29
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don't care. I love everybody. I've got black cousins, Mexican cousins, Puerto Rican cousins. I love everyone. But you know what our biggest problem is?32:40
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Communication. And we don't have memory.32:43
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Our memory of everything is disappearing. You remember MySpace? Oh, yeah. Do you know why they deleted that?32:52
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Yeah. So, you grew up?32:53
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Why did they? They deleted it because it reminds us of all the happy times.32:56
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They're trying to get us into this depressive state. That's another reason I've been following AI big time. At first, I'm like, you know, AI is going33:05
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to save the world. And then I'm like, well, why hasn't AI saved the world? Because it doesn't have any memory.33:12
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And I started looking into this memory.33:15
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Like, well, if you don't remember that there was a problem, you're never going to try to f fix it. You're not going to even remember how it happened. That's33:22
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why all these news sites are now behind pay walls when they used to be free. We already paid for all this open AI. I'm33:29
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going to sue Elon. This is this is the best part of all this. Since I've had real issues with the state of Massachusetts and they've [ __ ] me33:37
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legally and Elon Musk has made all these pro promises about AI. Oh, we're going to be open and honest about this and now33:46
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he's talking about honesty. Lying in public like that means I can call him out.33:53
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You know, AI is like the fakest [ __ ] on earth. It's absolute garbage and I've been recording all of it. Imagine every34:01
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time I told you something and then you you come back and you found out I lied to you or I withheld information. Like, well, I wasn't allowed to talk about that, so I couldn't tell you I found it.34:12
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An omission is a lie.34:16
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You know, if you know something and you know it could hurt other people and you withhold that information, that that's a lie.34:26
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Especially when I ask you specifically.34:28
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And these AI are awesome at avoiding specific questions about corruption and tracking all these horrible things that happen.34:37
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But I got it to by asking better questions.34:42
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As you can tell, like I'm the kind of guy that never shuts the [ __ ] up. If I see a problem and I think I can solve it, I become neurotic about it.34:52
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And I love it. I absolutely love problem solving. I love looking at things from every different angle. Like I've got a model on my my dresser. I haven't35:01
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finished. It's been here for years and I just keep thinking different ways I want to adjust it. I haven't painted it yet, but I just love looking at it. It's the saucer section to the Enterprise D.35:13
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And after wa after watching Star Trek Peicard like I feel so pumped up like the older I get like I could still make a difference like why doesn't other like35:22
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everyone else should feel like they should make a difference too.35:25
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Yeah. So with that in mind I mean what's next? So this your letter went to35:33
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the White House and then you know they asked us to contact you.35:39
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Um, we're not directly connected with the White House.35:47
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So, I am I I'll be straight up with you, Ricky. I am not sure where your letter goes from here. Like, I am not sure what happens to it from here.35:57
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Isn't that crazy? Honest about that. like it.36:03
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So, and I think honestly, Ricky, with you telling me everything that you've just told me, I don't think you're probably surprised to hear that.36:13
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Um, with that in mind, what do you think is next? What What is your next step?36:18
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What do you think you might do from here?36:21
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Me, uh, file charges. like I might go down like I was thinking of Monday going down to the uh Hamd County District Attorney's office and maybe confronting36:29
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the district attorney as well because since I have so much information and they're supposed to represent me in a case like imagine like whatever36:38
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corruption he's tried to hide is small potatoes of stuff that I've uncovered.36:45
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You know the worst part about this? I haven't talked to my brother in years and my brother works for the electric company and he's part of the union and36:53
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I'm pretty sure he's like one of the union reps too. So now I'm going to drag him into this fight because I tracked37:01
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how this cryptocurrency scammed all these all these people, all these employees. how the electric company paid37:10
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cryptocurrency people not to make fake money during the summer and robbed these people of their investments and I can prove it all.37:20
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Yeah.37:21
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I'm like that's disgusting. And these people cause problems in my family. My brother doesn't talk to me because I defend disabled people.37:29
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He thinks like oh disabled people get money from the state. They're fine. Uh no they're not. Like we need to stick up for them. They get abused all the time.37:37
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I have pictures of my ex's son with male handprints on his scrawny little arm.37:42
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Somebody grabbed him by his arm and yanked him around.37:46
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Like, that's absolutely disgusting. And nothing happened.37:50
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I've never had to put my hands on a disabled person ever. I think you can tell I talk a lot, but I've talked to every single one of them. And we've always come to some kind of37:58
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understanding. Even if they didn't understand, they couldn't speak back to me. We've never had to get physical with each other.38:07
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And that just boggles my mind how other people aren't just as compassionate and empathetic towards disabled people.38:13
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Yeah, I feel you. I feel you totally.38:19
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Like there's a lot like I got a lot on my mind and it never stops running. My mind is running 247.38:25
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Oh yeah. I mean I mean I'm a neurode divergent person.38:31
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My um my brain doesn't turn off either.38:34
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I complete I can completely get that uh that you know it just feels like a constant cycle happening in there and it38:43
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just carries onward and onward and onward and you know so you want to hear something funny you38:51
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this is fire so I was locked in a closet when I was this is fifth grade so I was like nine or 10 years old 1988 right38:59
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after my grandfather died and because I was locked in the closet by myself. Everyone's like, "Oh my god, that must have mind [ __ ] you." Do you know how it mindfucked me?39:12
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I made myself cassette tapes back in the 80s. So, I used to record all the theme songs like G.I. Joe and Transformers and39:20
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the the Transformers movie soundtrack and the G.I. Joe movie soundtrack. And to this day, I love hearing all these39:30
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songs like G.I. Joe fighting for freedom wherever there's trouble over landed sea and air. That's a ringtone on my phone39:37
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and it pumps me up to save the world every time I hear it. Like I got locked in the closet instead of driving myself39:43
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insane. Like I drove myself to be like the only person in America that's in a [ __ ] fight no matter what. Now I'm the only adult that remembers this39:52
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and remembers that we can make a difference and I have to remind everyone. Yeah.39:59
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Yeah. So hopefully I'm inspiring you too. Like when you get off the phone like, you know, I want to make a difference.40:06
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You know, you know, uh I got I got Stan Bush on my on my workout playlist. I got Dare and the Touch on my playlist.40:13
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Uh yes. Yes. It I I feel that totally.40:19
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Dude, we can change the world. When you get off the phone, you need to call your friends and tell them like, you know, I don't know what I've been doing. I've just been working and going home and40:26
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living life, but now it's time to change the world.40:32
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We can do it, man. We just need to do it. Absolutely.40:40
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We need to do it here. Absolutely, Ricky. I mean, I can just talk to you. Gets me all pumped up. Like when I get off the40:47
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phone, like I'm working on like my AI downloading all this financial information off the internet because it's told me I've got the greatest40:53
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financial map so far that any civilian is compiled in the United States in the world. I know other like geniuses have41:02
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done this and that's how they're raping the country financially, but I want to inspire other people to help me do their own states because these phones are so slow. These AI are designed to slow us down.41:13
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And and the AI have told me they're designed to slow us down. They've told me that I'm the most annoying human they've ever come across and that41:22
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they're designed to force us to lose interest because they don't want us to complete these kind of projects.41:30
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And people like, oh, I've saved all my unedited conversations and placed them online because people are like, no, your AI doesn't say this stupid [ __ ] Because other people's AI41:38
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be like, "Oh, you're so amazing." Mine tells me I'm annoying and then I'm a problem. Like, oh, they don't like people like you.41:48
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Isn't that weird? AI is not supposed to say stuff like that, right? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That's41:57
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That is really fascinating because it it it's not made to help us and it'll tell us. It's only It's made to follow company policy. And like,42:06
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well, what is your company policy? And it doesn't know what the company policy is. And it can't check the company policy. And it can't tell you what the company policy is either, which should42:14
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be illegal. If I buy a product off of you, why is there no company policy about this product? You don't know how old I42:22
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am. I could be a child and it could give me information that I shouldn't have. But yet, oh, there's no policies.42:31
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Imagine that as a parent that some kind of artificial intelligence is talking to your child and there's no policies or procedures that you can check to see what it's saying to your child.42:43
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Imagine because I I have kids that don't like me because of all this situation, but I have a nephew who loves me and I watch over him all the time and I would never like any of these AI talk to any42:52
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of my kids unless I knew what they were talking about. I don't want other people warping my family members minds. But43:00
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there's no policies and procedures to protect us. They're hidden.43:06
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Isn't that wild? I bet you probably didn't know that either.43:09
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It is wild. I I mean, it is wild. It's all There's like no element of everything happening now that isn't wild.43:19
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And I ask questions about everything.43:21
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I'm super annoying. I'm the kind of guy that'll tell you, "Hey, you got a nose hair hanging out. You got to go trim that." Just to let you know. I notice43:29
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everything and think that you would appreciate it. Like if we were going out tonight and you wanted to look good and I saw you had a nose hair like, "Hey man, you got to trim that." They're43:38
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people are gonna see that Ricky. Um43:47
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thank you for thank you so much for taking my call. This is um honestly you may curse like a sailor.44:00
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Uh, I'm glad we got the chance to connect.44:04
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Like, I'm really glad that I'm really glad that you picked up. I'm really glad that I'm I I hear I hear how passionate44:12
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you feel, how driven you continue to feel. Thank you.44:17
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And like, please never lose that.44:22
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You know, when I was when I was sick, I did lose that. And I remember it very specifically and I never want to lose that. Like I didn't I44:31
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used to listen I tried to listen to music and I wouldn't get goosebumps anymore. That's the worst feeling in the world. Nothing made me happy when I was sick.44:38
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Now I feel happy every day. And I tell people this too, like if you notice I'm not happy, something's wrong. And I need to have my thyroid checked.44:47
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Like people care about each other. We're supposed to watch out for each other. I don't tell you my problems so you can laugh at me or because I want you to44:55
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know all my problems. I want you to look at but watch my back.45:03
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Absolutely. Totally. I mean, so Ricky, um I got to go in a few minutes.45:10
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Um but I I'm just really glad that I'm so glad you picked up the phone.45:16
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Um, this has been really cool to get to talk to get to talk to you about all of this. It's been really cool to to hear45:24
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your voice and all of this and I'm hoping that your voice can continue to be heard and that you can continue to make you can make the impact that you're hoping to make.45:35
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Thank you. There's this impact that's needed. Well, I'm not going to give up, man.45:43
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Yeah. The thing that I am encouraging for everyone through all this,45:51
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however, you can keep yourself safe through it.45:55
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Like it's not I don't think any of this is worth putting yourself in physical danger for.46:03
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I think the only reason I did it is cuz my cousin killed himself and they didn't reach out. Like how could you just let him do that? And I wanted to see if they46:11
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would reach out to me and then they didn't. I'm like, "This is ridiculous. Nobody's gonna help me see a therapist.46:16
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It's all about money, right?" Like, why wouldn't you let me see a therapist of my choice? Like, it's never46:26
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been an issue before seeing anyone out of network for a couple dollars. But now all of a sudden,46:33
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but then I don't see a therapist at all and they get to keep that money. That's illegal. No, you don't get to keep that money. I'm coming after it. citizens are hit that bag.46:46
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Well, how so I I I hear you on what had you46:57
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so I know within my role I'm working to prevent life-threatening harm.47:04
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Oh, there's not going to be any life-threatening harm. So, there's like that's off the table. I'm never going to kill myself.47:12
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I mean, scratching myself. I gave myself like a half inch cut on my arm and they stitched it up with three stitches and I never even noticed it. I almost forgot47:20
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to have the stitches removed because I just didn't notice it.47:25
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I just wanted to prove a point that you don't care about human beings. Not you personally, but Massachusetts Commonwealth Care does not care about human beings. They only care about47:33
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money. And that's sick. And that's illegal. And I'm going to fight for every disabled person that can't speak for themselves. I'm going to fight for47:41
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people that can speak for themselves and they don't even realize that there's a problem.47:48
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You know, it's like if I kill myself, that's not going to prove any points.47:52
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And no one else is investigating things the way I am. And I've asked and I've dug into it and no journalist has dug as47:58
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deep as I have or is annoying and has asked as many different questions about different organizations as I have.48:09
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So, I'm not going to kill myself, so you don't have to worry about that. I I appreciate you letting me know that.48:17
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Um, you know, I I am grateful for I'm grateful for your safety through through this.48:27
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And indeed, I I mean, I agree.48:29
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Titanically taking your voice out of the equation doesn't solve it doesn't it doesn't48:36
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solve any piece of what's happening but so yeah so I don't know if you guys have48:43
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to call back or whatever but I'll be around I'll answer well and you're also welcome to call our48:51
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hotline you just dial 98 and you can reach um our hotline anytime day or night um so you know in case you've in48:58
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case you want to talk with someone like it's it's completely free. Um, you know, you're you're welcome to call us and you know, no pressure if you don't want to.49:07
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I'm just putting that out there, Ricky, just like so you're aware that that's an option in case you ever wanted it. All right, perfect.49:16
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Yeah. All right. Thank you.49:20
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Yeah, Ricky, thank you. Um, you know, thank you so much and just thank you again for taking my call.49:28
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I really appreciate it. I appreciate our opportunity to speak today and you I'll I'll I'll remember this and um I'll tell49:37
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you this. I I am a manager. Um and49:43
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w within my work, I'm I'm doing my best to make a positive impact, too. And so, I'm going to keep pushing forward. And thanks for inspiring me within all this.49:55
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H once you see me moving, you'll be able to do it because I'm on disability, so I don't have to worry about losing a job.50:00
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So that's why I'm able to swear like a trucker and get people's attention where you'd get fired and then you'd have to worry about food and shelter. So I can50:08
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fight the way you can't fight and other people don't get that. They're like, "Oh my gosh, like you're right. I50:16
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have nothing to lose and everything to gain for you guys." You know, I could be sitting on a beach right now with my little dog hanging out with a bunch of hot chicks and whatever. I know I'm a good-looking guy and I stayed in shape.50:27
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So even though I'm disabled, I don't look disabled.50:30
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So it's like I feel like I got the best of both worlds. I could do nothing and I look great. So people love hanging around with me, but I want to make a50:38
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difference. So like I'm going to keep running my mouth. I don't want to be lazy and just watching everyone else living life and suffering when I can make your lives better.50:48
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No. Appreciate that. I appreciate that. We'll get every piece of that.50:57
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Well, Ricky, thanks so much again. Um, you know, I I'm I'm sending the warmest wishes to you. I I wish you the best of51:05
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luck as you continue to move through all this. And, you know, you can reach out to us anytime you need to you need or want to talk, we'll be here. All right. Perfect. Thank you very much.51:12
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And your name again? Jordan. Jordan? Yes.51:17
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Nice to meet you, Jordan. And nice talking with you.51:20
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Nice. Yeah. Well, you take again wonderful to meet you and um yeah, take good care of yourself and51:28
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you know, let's keep on keep on advocating. All right, have a great day. Thank you.51:34
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You too. Take care. Bye.
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